Thursday, December 9, 2010

Is about to sleep, but i accidentally went in and it caused insomnia.

I miss the road in front of my college,
I miss the road to the guard house,
I miss the guard that tease me everyday,
I miss the curved pathway that i walk,
I miss the hut that protect me from the rain,
I miss the staircase that i climb,
I miss the cats that have accompanied me,
I miss the heavy books on my arms,
I miss the study area,
I miss the library,
I miss the bus,
I miss the bentoya,
I miss the chocolate.

Songs added recently is playing again and again in my soundtrack,
which named as " love song without love ".


~feel like doing so, just couldn't find a reason
P/s: don't worry, it's not going to be the same anymore, trust me

Monday, December 6, 2010

I Am In Trouble

In less than 10days time later, i am getting into trouble.
I'm not sure how serious it is, I'm not sure how bad it is.
One thing for sure, it is going to affect me so badly.

Not only me, i suppose.
Till then, what is going to happen to me?

I don't know. I really have no idea.
Not respected anymore? Not needed anymore?

Everyone hate me? Scold me? Even slap me?
I'm not really ready for that yet, but it comes if it really come.

I have to be ready.

Because I'm the director, the one who write the script, the one who decide to change the storyline. The one who has the responsibility for everything.
Whatever going to happen to me, there is no return, no regret in me.


P/s: For those who not going to hate me, be prepared, i might need support from you guys. You know who you are. =)

Friday, December 3, 2010

CHAOS

It's been a long while.

Hmm, life has been treated me not bad all this while.
Full of challenges, full of tests, full of lessons, and also full of races with the time.
Unfortunately, I've never take it seriously and caused all the chaos eventually.
Yea, chaos is the only thing i am bringing along with me right now.
And i couldn't do anything to clean up the chaos for myself now.
At the moment, i am weak!i am tired! tired of racing with the time. i don't have much time left!=(

I am sorry, i will be back and clean it myself!
No one can help me. No one can but myself.
Never give up, never escape!
Nothing can kill me! not even YOU!
I promise i will be back without any chaos with me!

~if i relax, God shows me the way.
P/s: thanks James for being my fans all this while. =)

Sunday, May 2, 2010

In Order To Survive

Sitting on a chair with a table in front of you in a big room. Monsters in the room are strong even though their size is only like a piece of paper! And you, with only a ink pen that cannot fire! A ruler that cannot cut! And a eraser that not hard enough to kill them!
Luckily, you are not alone, but you can't talk to them, they cannot talk to you! They can't help you! Not even stop you from scratching your own head until it bleed! It's no longer like what it used to be. You need to be strong! You need to be tough! So that only you can stay alive until the last minute! Until the war ends!

Yea, that's what going to be happened to me in 8days time later. Can you imagine that? Listen, it's not that simple like what you think, it's the matter of death!! In order to survive, i need to be well prepared. A lot of practicing and improving is needed!

Okay, lets stop imagining and start practicing! Peace off :3


~Nothing last forever, no matter how it feels today.
P/s: no matter what, i will do my best.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

I Am

Sorry.

Really sorry that i have neglected you...
My heart and my hand not connected...
Let me get myself settle down everything first...
It going to be soon!
Okay people! Peace off!


~46477968 <3

Saturday, April 3, 2010

The Unspeakable One

Aww..i did something wrong?
What's wrong with the world today? What's wrong with me today!!?
Feel like shouting it all out but,
There is really a lot of unspeakable one~
Peace off :3

~password: 3words, i apply them in my life everyday.
P/s: be quiet if you get it, those who close to me should know.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Missing In Action

Hello people!
Have been missing in action for more than 2 weeks! I'm busy blasting my trial exam recently. For the past whole week, i stayed at the library and study until the night, most early is 10pm? It's kinda hard to believe, but you got to believe! Though, still can't transform me into a nerd!! LOLs. So far, everything is fine. Just finish my econs paper yesterday and our class was like stress free!!! We went for pool right after the exam, seems like our class really stressed up by our econs lecturer! hahaha. I found the econs paper is easier than last time, is it because of it's really easy? or is the outcome of my effort on it?? hmm....Whatever, one down and three more to go. Then, is time for my holidays. i guess? XD

Another loved one of mine, Michelle is leaving again. No need to fetch you anymore when i go back to Ipoh? Don't have to fight with you for the computer anymore? hahaha. But honestly, I'm going to miss those days. I mean it! All the best and good luck! Going to miss you a lot and love you as i always do. =)

Arhh!!! stress?? NO! i just realize that I'm a person who never felt the feeling of stress before. Maybe i did, just that i take it as nothing? I'm stress free student! But I'm not a emo free dreamer! Feel like getting myself into the emo-state, but i can't, not now! Wait after exam, i have to get things done. I can't let my life messed up just because of that!

Okay, have been sitting here for too long. Is time for books! Keep blasting the trial exam until the end!

Peace off :3


~never a failure, always a lesson.
P/s: decision making is part of our life, we have to decide, but how?