simple ME

2010-12-09T00:58:00.003+08:00

Is about to sleep, but i accidentally went in and it caused insomnia.

I miss the road in front of my college,
I miss the road to the guard house,
I miss the guard that tease me everyday,
I miss the curved pathway that i walk,
I miss the hut that protect me from the rain,
I miss the staircase that i climb,
I miss the cats that have accompanied me,
I miss the heavy books on my arms,
I miss the study area,
I miss the library,
I miss the bus,
I miss the bentoya,
I miss the chocolate.

Songs added recently is playing again and again in my soundtrack,
which named as " love song without love ".

~feel like doing so, just couldn't find a reason
P/s: don't worry, it's not going to be the same anymore, trust me

I Am In Trouble

2010-12-06T14:55:00.005+08:00

In less than 10days time later, i am getting into trouble.
I'm not sure how serious it is, I'm not sure how bad it is.
One thing for sure, it is going to affect me so badly.
Not only me, i suppose.
Till then, what is going to happen to me?
I don't know. I really have no idea.
Not respected anymore? Not needed anymore?
Everyone hate me? Scold me? Even slap me?
I'm not really ready for that yet, but it comes if it really come.
I have to be ready.

Because I'm the director, the one who write the script, the one who decide to change the storyline. The one who has the responsibility for everything.
Whatever going to happen to me, there is no return, no regret in me.

P/s: For those who not going to hate me, be prepared, i might need support from you guys. You know who you are. =)

CHAOS

2010-12-03T15:54:00.004+08:00

It's been a long while.

Hmm, life has been treated me not bad all this while.
Full of challenges, full of tests, full of lessons, and also full of races with the time.
Unfortunately, I've never take it seriously and caused all the chaos eventually.
Yea, chaos is the only thing i am bringing along with me right now.
And i couldn't do anything to clean up the chaos for myself now.
At the moment, i am weak!i am tired! tired of racing with the time. i don't have much time left!=(

I am sorry, i will be back and clean it myself!
No one can help me. No one can but myself.
Never give up, never escape!
Nothing can kill me! not even YOU!
I promise i will be back without any chaos with me!

~if i relax, God shows me the way.
P/s: thanks James for being my fans all this while. =)

In Order To Survive

2010-05-02T20:36:00.006+08:00

Sitting on a chair with a table in front of you in a big room. Monsters in the room are strong even though their size is only like a piece of paper! And you, with only a ink pen that cannot fire! A ruler that cannot cut! And a eraser that not hard enough to kill them!
Luckily, you are not alone, but you can't talk to them, they cannot talk to you! They can't help you! Not even stop you from scratching your own head until it bleed! It's no longer like what it used to be. You need to be strong! You need to be tough! So that only you can stay alive until the last minute! Until the war ends!

Yea, that's what going to be happened to me in 8days time later. Can you imagine that? Listen, it's not that simple like what you think, it's the matter of death!! In order to survive, i need to be well prepared. A lot of practicing and improving is needed!

Okay, lets stop imagining and start practicing! Peace off :3

~Nothing last forever, no matter how it feels today.
P/s: no matter what, i will do my best.

I Am

2010-04-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

Sorry.

Really sorry that i have neglected you...
My heart and my hand not connected...
Let me get myself settle down everything first...
It going to be soon!
Okay people! Peace off!

~46477968 <3

The Unspeakable One

2010-04-03T01:14:00.008+08:00

Aww..i did something wrong?
What's wrong with the world today? What's wrong with me today!!?
Feel like shouting it all out but,
There is really a lot of unspeakable one~

Show encrypted text

Peace off :3

~password: 3words, i apply them in my life everyday.
P/s: be quiet if you get it, those who close to me should know.

Missing In Action

2010-03-31T11:27:00.002+08:00

Hello people!

Have been missing in action for more than 2 weeks! I'm busy blasting my trial exam recently. For the past whole week, i stayed at the library and study until the night, most early is 10pm? It's kinda hard to believe, but you got to believe! Though, still can't transform me into a nerd!! LOLs. So far, everything is fine. Just finish my econs paper yesterday and our class was like stress free!!! We went for pool right after the exam, seems like our class really stressed up by our econs lecturer! hahaha. I found the econs paper is easier than last time, is it because of it's really easy? or is the outcome of my effort on it?? hmm....Whatever, one down and three more to go. Then, is time for my holidays. i guess? XD

Another loved one of mine, Michelle is leaving again. No need to fetch you anymore when i go back to Ipoh? Don't have to fight with you for the computer anymore? hahaha. But honestly, I'm going to miss those days. I mean it! All the best and good luck! Going to miss you a lot and love you as i always do. =)

Arhh!!! stress?? NO! i just realize that I'm a person who never felt the feeling of stress before. Maybe i did, just that i take it as nothing? I'm stress free student! But I'm not a emo free dreamer! Feel like getting myself into the emo-state, but i can't, not now! Wait after exam, i have to get things done. I can't let my life messed up just because of that!

Okay, have been sitting here for too long. Is time for books! Keep blasting the trial exam until the end!

Peace off :3

~never a failure, always a lesson.
P/s: decision making is part of our life, we have to decide, but how?

As Simple As me

2010-03-13T11:27:00.003+08:00

It's weekend again. My emo state is like rising and rising.

Not going to update my blog so frequent recently due to the AS trial exam is nearer and nearer. I'm just sneaking out few hours to online and update my blog. haha. Life nowadays is like more drive! As i have missions everyday! I know what to do when i wake up every morning! Although it's not all completed everyday, but still i feel satisfied. At least I'm not doing nothing and achieved nothing right? =)

Yea, AS trial exam starting in 2 weeks time and I'm touching more and more books everyday compare to last time! I'm doing my best! I'm not smart in studying that's why i need to study more? I'm not a nerd so that i have to force myself to study? LOL. Result is important, i can't mess it up. But what most important for me is the process, is the experiences! Anyway, just give the coming trial exam a blast! muahahahahaha.

my eyes is not that small actually. XD

This is your decision. Maybe things are just meant to be like this. So, i can just let it be. Bla~Peace off.

~ my 7th sense tells me that I'm actually missing you! <3
P/s: going back to Ipoh the coming weekend. to see you? yea! to see you!!! :3

It's My Day

2010-02-23T23:25:00.004+08:00

23rd of February.
The day i came to this world.
Have been hanging around in this world for completely 18years.
And my 19th year had just started.

Thanks for the wishes, messages, calls and the cake from PE10! And of cause, thanks PE10 for the "surprise lunch" ! =)

Mom and dad! Thanks a lot for the past 18 years.
The unmotivated love you gave, i appreciate it a lot! i love you ba, mi~ lD

And last...YOU! yea is you! the greatest present i received for this year~ fan xu tong sui* It taste sweet??hahaha...you will never know how does it taste like!! only i know! LOLs
thanks! :3

~ never thought that it could be happened to me! hahahaha.
P/s: 19th! I got the feeling, it will be better than my 18th!

CNY updates~

2010-02-22T21:16:00.004+08:00

Holiday ends.

It was a great CNY holidays! A week without books! and only with foods, drinks, angpauss, and FUN!
Chor yat and chor yi, i stay at home and gel around with family. We eat...we drink...we gamble...we LAUGH!!! It's really fun, maybe it can be only happen during CNY? hope not~ =)

Yea, there was an open house at my house last Wednesday. Many people that night~ 80+ ~ wow! is a lot!
It's also a surprise birthday party for me??haha...thanks mom! and yea~ thanks to my bros and inteyoians~ they made me enjoy to the max that night! lD
Cake...presentss under my pillow...and creams on my new polo-t!!!! LOL. It's a BANG!

It's pretty simple, but meaningful. A smile from my face tells that I'm so happy! =) hahahahahaha.

~ hard work is always there after fun, one more month to go~
P/s: Vivian! I'm going to miss you! love you as i always do. Take care~

年三十晚

2010-02-13T01:01:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! & Happy Valentine's Day! haha...
I don't really need to care about it because I'm single, going to gel with my family for the whole day! XD

As i just came back from KL last night, i have contributed nothing for the house cleaning session. So, my mom left all the air-con for me to wash, and the long grass for me to cut, so that i can contribute something. haha. Cleaned everything. Cut everything Bath. And depart for reunion dinner! It was an awesome meal! =)

Ohman! I'm hyper today! And i think...I'm going to be more hyper tomorrow!!!muahahahahaha~

~ acceleration of my heartbeat. bip bup bip bup bip bup.
P/s : I'm so surprise! is happy lD

Février

2010-02-07T23:29:00.009+08:00

It's been a great weekend.

Had a great party on Friday night! ~ CAL-ebration ~
A peak after a peak, yum cha session for the whole night! XD
Congratulation to Liyana again! *head of sub com*

Saturday wasn't bad too. I spent the whole day to do my pure maths past year! sounds weird right? but, it's true! And don't know why...my friend, insomnia drop by to visit me at night. We had a great time together, we were PPS-ing until 5am in the morning! ohgosh~ i wake up at 11.30am!! It isn't that bad as you thought though. =)

Sunday! Not much difference.
Pure math past year, facebook, msn...and yea! went to Sunway Pyramid for shopping! Shopping alone isn't that bad as what i thought last time. It's kind of enjoy! haha. Not a fruitless day! =D

~first LEVI'S in my life~

~night scene at Sunway Pyramid~

CNY is really really near! I can feel the HEAT finally! But i already in the CNY mood since last week! LOL. Lets holiday!

Février Février Février,
A starting point of mine,
The month i open my eyes,
The month i fill my heart,
I learn to fall as i fall to learn,
It's love,
It's sweet,
It's awesome,
It's me.
I love Février,
And you know why.
:3

~ step by step, one step at a time.
P/s: Has been a year i didn't hold a girl's hand, another year of single valentine? LOLs

Rain Drop

2010-02-03T23:09:00.005+08:00

It's a rainy day.
It rains when I'm waiting for the bus,
It stops when i reach home.
I enjoy walking in the rain.
Thousand rain drops on my face,
It cleared my mind,
It released my tension,
I feel so alive!

The past just pop up in my mind,
The moment we spent together.
Playing basketball? football? in the rain?
Run and fall, stand and run.
Muddy legs, muddy hands, whole body is just full of mud!
Though, we love to do it! XD

Chinese New Year is nearer and nearer.
Looking forward to go home AGAIN~ haha
Eat a lot? NO WAY! Need to control!LOLz
I can't grow horizontally anymore!!!XD

Time to go. Peace off =)

~right person? in the wrong time?
P/s: one month to go, can the result be changed?

010210

2010-02-01T23:36:00.004+08:00

I'm back, to the reality.

It's been a very busy weekdays and weekends.
College's ECA day, meetings, homeworks and the namess..they have taken almost all of my times.I don't even have time to sit down and talk to myself, listen to what my heart says.
Hmm, January has just moved and February has just came.
It's going to be a good month, i got the feeling!
Chinese New Year! Holidays! and of cause...it's coming soon~
What's going to be happened on that day?

Something is disturbing my mind recently, i don't know what is it...
Sometimes, it brings me worry...
Sometimes, it brings me joy...
I think i should learn how to control it.=)

Ohyea, Happy Birthday once again to YHung~
The birthday girl for today! May all her wishes come true.4ssss

Okay, is time to go i think. Night.

~you fail is not because of you fall, is because of you stay~
P/s: you are always welcome :3

청명한 모양

2010-01-19T22:23:00.007+08:00

Hey guys,
Someone send me something when I'm at somewhere.
And i have decided to share with you all.
It's about a driving test. LOL

~ click it to enlarge ~

It's a bit "dirty", but don't think that way, think about something CLEAN!
I bet there is a smile on your face or you are laughing right now. LOL!!
A smile is needed for a great day! =)

First Week Gone

2010-01-17T12:26:00.006+08:00

Well, 3days of college just passed and i was like...still in the holiday mood! 1st day of class, everyone busy chatting with each other, talking about their holidays. Nothing different compare to my high school's life...hahahaha. 2nd and 3rd day have nothing special, same routine.
Saturday, Parent's Day in my college??? Yea, there is one in my college. LOL. I'm so glad that my parent drive all the way from Ipoh to attend this event. This show that they care about me. =) I think they are just fine for the comments about me from the lecturer~ no attitude problem, paying attention in the class, and so on~ not bad ya...XD But, my result doesn't failed to disappoint them. Sorry, i promise i will work harder!!

Undefined feelings,

Feel like falling,
Deeper and deeper,
Either illusion or truth,
Or maybe neither.
Loaded up with believes,
It hold me back,
It slow me down,
Maybe maintain is the key,
A key to stay me awake.

~We were meant to be strangers. I'm sorry

P/s: Cheer up dude, your mind have loaded up too much, time to unload some and take a break.

12 Hours Later

2010-01-12T20:31:00.023+08:00

It's a rainy day again.
I stayed at home and cleaned up my study table, rearranged all my notes,
Pencil case, bag, everything done, except my mind, there is still something inside.
Class is going to start officially 12 hours later.
Well, I'm going to work hard this year, pay full attention in the class!! It sounds like mission impossible, but I'm going to make it POSSIBLE!!! That's the only way i can use to survive in this year. Tough time won't last, but tough people do. =)

So, what am i going to do now???Hmm...
Yea, lets enjoy some unusual picture~

~drivethrough~

~naive~

~awesome~

~speechless~

~HOT~

Last but not least...THE ULTIMATE JEFF!!!

hahahahahahahahaha!!!
~A smile on your face is better than a red note in my pocket. XD
P/s: I'm going to sleep before 11pm tonight.

I'm Back

2010-01-11T23:21:00.002+08:00

I'm back...
Back to a place with a lots of cars,
Back to a place with a lots of peoples,
I'm back to KL...
On the way back to my apartment, i saw a guy in a train, he was digging his nose,in front of everyone. His face expression tells me that he enjoy doing that, the most interesting part is he grabbed the handles with the same hand after digging his nose!!!
Eeiik! Disgusting! That's the reason why i don't grab any handles in the train...be careful everyone~

Take out a red note from my bag,
Walk to a shop and talk to a man,
I give him the red note along with some numbers.
What happen then?
A red note gone from my bag. hahahahahaha.
I don't know why i do that,just feel like doing...
~Should or shouldn't?
P/s: A day left for my holidays, class going to start very soon.

Fullstop

2010-01-06T22:56:00.004+08:00

Ding dong...12am midnight~
It comes earlier than the actual deadline. It tells me that nothing i can do for it anymore. Perhaps let go is the only thing i can do right now. Hurt? Pain? Yea...but my feelings is more to relieve because i finally found the answer that i have been searching for a year. At least i know why, i know what happened. I think...is time to concentrate on something else rather than stay here for nothing.

It has been annoyed me for almost a year,
Struggling here and there,
Emotional up and down,
Tears inside and outside,
Question mark around and around,
It's all clear for now~

Time is flying,
Shouldn't waste my time for waiting,
It's not worth for anything,
Look, there is actually nothing,
No use to keep on searching,
Is time to put a fullstop for everything.
How much i love, how much i hurt..can you measure it?
Friend? Remained stranger is better for now, i think.
The care is still there, but not the one it used to be. Bye~
~ Tearing while smiling.
P/s: That's the end of the tunnel, i meet the light. =)

The Girl Who Is Named Vivian

2010-01-06T20:39:00.007+08:00

Vivian,
The girl i met when I'm in the age of 1,
The girl who look just like me,
The girl who is always fighting with me for car,
The girl who is leaving for study soon,
The girl who came to this world on the 5th of January 1990,
The girl who is just stepped into 20ss!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!

~ The girl who is always wearing a helmet!!!XD
P/s: I gona miss you a lot!

2010

2010-01-01T23:41:00.005+08:00

First post of the year~

2010,
A very important year,
The last year before i step into my 20ss,
It's going to fill up with examss...testss...challengess,
It's going to be a tough year.
Though, i will still enjoy it to the max!!!XD

Never thought that the time flies so fast,
But he did...time flies without telling us,
So, make friend with him...become his best friend,
Then, ask him to wait for you???
Dream on my friend!! Don't waste your time!!

~Tough time won't last, tough people do.
P/s: 10th of JAN, my deadline. =)

Last But Not Least

2009-12-31T18:39:00.008+08:00

Once i stepped out the main gate of my high school, many things have changed~

The first one is the National Service.The first time i left my house for such a long period.
I found nothing good about it, there is nothing bad though..
3 moths of enjoyment, allowance, no worries...it's fun..
But, it made the first change in my life...something that related to relationship...
For those who don't understand, just forget about it...it's a long story.XD

The day after NS and the day before i start my new study life was interesting...
Part time as a fishmonger, wake up at 1am and sleep at 12pm...
My lifestyle that time was upside down, it doesn't suit me anyway.LOL

I can't live without camps! haha...
Went to Gunung Cabang with a bunch of INTEYO-ians~ We climbed up to the mountain and stay there for one night...
It's really tough...what we need is not only physically...mentally need to be strong also...
you know why? try it and you will know...as what we said all the time ~ you learn by doing ~ XD

~ It's very cold at night, we were "shaking" the whole night! haha ~

Half a year gone and it's time for me to play with the books!
Changed my mind, not going to Australia but stay in Malaysia...
You ask me why?? The only answer i can give you is ~I'm not ready yet ~
And now, I'm a part of the Taylor's College...A-Level student~
College life is fun but not as fun as i thought...
It's really tough for me, I'm not smart, but i will do my best...
However, i will still try to enjoy to the max! Life is short, why so stress? relax...haha

My parents, my siblings, my family...no doubt, they worry about me so much...
We did call each other almost everyday, to let them know I'm fine. =)
It sounds like a kid, yea! We are forever a kid to our parents...
But sometimes, sorry to say that...i just can't stand the way they worry about me, sometimes~ LOL
Anyway...i wanted to let them know, I LOVE YOU!

Friends act an important role in my life. They were there for me whenever i need them. We support each other all the time.
Can you imagine you live without friends??? I just can't imagine what will happen to me~
Dudesss! Thank you so much!

Thing that impact me the most of the year is my relationship...
From friend to lover, and from lover to stranger...you see the difference?
Been through hurts and pains...scars all over the body...
It's killing me!
Many things to tell her, but no chance to do so...
~Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, Love is a war, Love is a growing up~
you remember this???

2009,
A year with many ups and downs,
A year that changes me,
I have to say goodbye now,
I can't bring you to 2010,
Only memories i can bring along,
Sweet or sour,
It doesn't matter,
As long as I've grown up and become better.

~ Happy New Year!!!
P/s: what is yours is yours, GOD already has his plan.=)

Continuous Party

2009-12-31T17:59:00.006+08:00

Phew~
3 continuous party for me before the leaving of 2009...tired, but FUN!!!
The first one was the reunion party at my house. 10 of us , everyone were here except Junz and DChung.
AVATAR!!! Outdoor-steamboat!!! Expired beer!!! Skype with Junz!!!
For more pictures...go check out James's blog ~ (http://pyjames.blogspot.com/)
Thanks James..XD
The day after, INTEYO gathering at Cempaka...people that came that night can able us to run a camp!!! But still, food is more than people!!! walao-eh...the first time ever...haha..
Last night, the 1st time i went to Taiping's INTEYO center...makan there, play there, met Taiping fellas...woops...i love the Fleminton's hotel...muahahahaha.XD

Tired weh!!! But fun!!! I enjoy this kind of life~

P/s: A long post is after this, wait and see. =)

It's Done

2009-12-28T17:33:00.011+08:00

It's been a while since i blogged...
Many things to say, but little time to write...
Time to write, but very little to say...

Last two things in my list is done.
First of all, I'm so sorry that i couldn't make it for the big day...congratulation once again to my scout troop, my juniors,
They got the Overall Champion for the competition in Yuk Choy,
For me, the big trophy is actually doesn't really matters,
What matters most is their courage!
They are not afraid of losing, they willing to step out from the mistake that i did in the past...
They listen to others advise and they changed...that's the thing i impress the most!
I never regret that i went back and tell them all the stupid mistakes that i have made in the past..it's worth! Well done 39th...keep it up! =)

Yea, the last one is the Korea trip with my family...
We went there for 8 days, it's fun! But honestly, i prefer to go there with my partner.XD
Pictures is always better than words, but they aren't with me yet...
So, sorry to say that...you have to wait. LOL...
Owh yea, something funny to share~ The first day i arrive at Korea, the customs ask me a silly question..."Anyeonghaseyo! You migrated to Malaysia?"
Ishh...do i really look like one?

~ my current look, comment please!!! ~

Hmm...2weeks time left for my semester break,
Time to set back to study mood?? NO WAY!! Still early!! Going to enjoy to the max!! muahahahahaha~

~What is yours is yours, just do it. =)
P/s: A letter with 4 F??? OMG!!!

Connecting...

2009-12-08T17:23:00.007+08:00

Don't worry, I'm not going to abandon my blog. Just that no time to update my blog due to my semester final exam. It's finally over. That's why i am here updating my blog. =)

Yea! My holidays just started. It started with a INTEYO camp. A camp that contains a lot of love, a lot of feelings, as i don't need to pretend someone else in the camp, i can just totally be myself...=)
That's the way it should be, but this time is exceptional, i can't really be myself in the camp...because of without a clear mind? or because of her?
Anyway, the camp was fantastic! The spirit was like...WOW! though there is only 22campers. We did bond together, all of us brought out the best in each other. It's a BOOM!! 4sss

Two things done in my list...still, a long way to go...hahahahha...
Went back to my high school almost everyday after i came back from the camp. Everyone are busy doing their own stuff, with the effort i can see...they can!
I keep asking myself..why i want to go back? because of I'm their senior? because I'm better than them?
NO...i did nothing in my year, I'm not better than them. It is because of I'm one of them, i want to share my experiences with them, so that they won't repeat those stupid mistakes that i did last time...
It's time to change...you guys are changing, that's why you guys are in the right track. Keep it up! i have faith in you guys. ~ you don't have to be the best, just give out all your best ~

Hmm...I'm trying to get back into my blog-track as soon as possible. At the same time, I'm enjoying my holidays!!! hahahahaha...

~ if not now,when? if not here, where?
P/s: as time flies, butterfly flies, and that's the time we say goodbye.
Peace off.

Things To Be Done

2009-11-21T01:58:00.020+08:00

Few things need to be done before the year 2009 ends.
First, of course is my semester's exam, my first "big exam" in the year, which is just around corner...wish me luck~
Second, INTEYO camp, the best camp I've ever join...which is on the day after my exam finished...it may be the last camp for me this year...
Third, my loyalty scout troop, the main source that changed me into who i am today during my high school time. Going to spend some time with them for the coming competition. ~we have been silence for such a long time, it's time to make some noise!~ i enjoy doing that! XD
Fourth, of course my family won't be neglected. We will probably going for a vacation around Christmas, i will never ever miss any single trip with my family anymore like in the past...=)
Last but not least, my BROTHERS...for sure we will never miss the chance to gather together...DIY steamboat at my house? or scoutden? LOVL~ laugh out very loud!!!! [enjunz, you can join us through skype...] hahaha.

This all is not my planning, it's all my feeling...
I don't plan what to do, i do what i feel...

~Soon, i'll meet the light at the end of the tunnel~

~two is better than 1???maybe...
P/s : and you, you need to be done as well, no longer you can annoy me anymore...hopefully. =)

A Day With Movies

2009-11-16T00:58:00.007+08:00

As what I've said at my previous post...
Yesterday was my day!!! haha...
Conquered 2 movies in Sunway Pyramid...
Found the FOURTH KIND in 2012...
Planned to bring along JENNIFER'S BODY...
But, Megan Fox is just too hot..i can't concentrate with her presence...
So, she was out! XD

Fourth Kind, not bad...
But, a little bit out of my expectation...
3 stars...
2012 is nice! excited! meaningful!
It's about the world, humanity and about love!
It does touch me. =)
5 stars!!

~ 2012 wins! ~

Yeah! I'm not having my meals alone today...hahaha...
I prefer Kenny Rogers rather than Nando.LOLs

~Hardcore moviess session ended, time for miracles...
P/s: Actually, the gum isn't that dumb...thank you. =)

Not My Day

2009-11-15T01:22:00.009+08:00

Yesterday wasn't my day...
Home alone...
Makan alone...again~
Luckily, my laptop still with me...

The electricity cut off when i was enjoying my nap...
All units of my block were dark...
Except the corridor, the staircase...it's so bright...
I wonder why...
I planned to bring my laptop along to Kopitiam and spend some time with the coffee...
Just right after everything was packed in my bag...
The light turned on...
It's really wasn't my day...=.=

3 meals per day...
3 same type of food...
Bread with chocolate and peanut jam with BANANA...
It's sounds weird...yea, i used to create weird food...hahahahaha
For those who have eaten my weird production before may know...XD

~bread + choc&peanut jam + BANANA~
My weird production...XD

~Jennifer's body is a Fourth Kind in 2012...
P/s: Going to hardcore moviesss soon...today is my day! =D

Recent Girlfriend

2009-11-14T00:37:00.003+08:00

Recently, I'm dating with a girl, my recent girlfriend.
When she talk...you can't hear her.
When she walk...you can't see her.
When she touch you...you can't feel her.
She is beautiful.
She is powerful.
I have been dating with her for few days.
And i found that she is exactly not my cup of tea.
She is annoying.
She is irritating.
So guys, when you see this girl, don't try to date her out.
You will regret...her name is...Sore Throat...

~Any idea how to dump her??XD
P/s: according to the post...although I'm not single currently...but I'm always available...LOL

Stay On Track

2009-11-09T23:24:00.006+08:00

Hey...I'm still alive.
I am not trying to abandon you, just...getting into the feel to dream about you. =)
And here i am, dreaming about you...hahahaha...

I am getting out of track recently...
Do things that not right not in the right time...
Semester's exam coming soon, 3weeks later.
It's just around the corner...
It's not a major exam, won't affect my A-levels result...
Though, It's very important to me, It's about TRUST...
A chance for me to gain trust from them...
A chance for them to trust me more...
4 subjects, 3 weeks time...can i?
Have faith in me!!!

Still a long way to go, i am going to stay on track. =)

~I haven't failed, i have found 10000 ways that don't work.
P/s: Someones birthday coming soon, what am i suppose to do?

Rainy Day

2009-11-02T20:37:00.006+08:00

Today is so called holiday.
Still, i woke up at 8am this morning.
What else i can do? Nothing else except dating with my laptop. XD
Rainy day is just nice for me to finish my AsiaWork report, finally...
1 down...2 more to go...=)

3 peoples from UTAR flushed away at the Kampar waterfall.
Waterfall is fun, though, it's dangerous.
Lets pray for them...~R.I.P~
My mom actually sent me a message about this early in the morning...
Telling me things that i have been told for many many times...
I know she is worry about me...as I'm the only son and the one who love to go waterfall...
I know she is worry,but...this kind of way just don't suit me...

~Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. But today is a gift, and that's why it is called the PRESENT.
P/s: Breakfast alone, lunch alone, dinner alone...
Still, my mood is just nice...
Because of the rainy day???
NO! It's because of you. =)
i miss you...

Feelings

2009-11-01T22:41:00.007+08:00

Kinda emotional this few days...
Feel like want to call her...
Feel like want to see her...
Feel like want to ask her...
Feel like want to text her...
Feel like want to talk to her...
This is only how i feel...i am not dare to take any action...
I believe that she is busy...will not reply...will not answer...
It's all my beliefs!!!
This kind of feeling drive me crazy...
But...i think that's the end of my emotional-ness this few days...emoness gone!!!
Why? I don't know, the God know...maybe...XD

~It's not about how you feel, it's about how you react.
P/s: I put down my beliefs, and it's actually works... =)
*peace off*

011109

2009-11-01T02:07:00.003+08:00

" First blood " for November!!! lolx
Sorry for leaving my blog blank for a week...no time + no mood to write, really sorry...

And now...here i am, i just came back from a 3 days world congress for adolescent health on Friday night, will have another post for it...as I'm still waiting for the picture that i took during the congress. =)

Currently in Ipoh now. Purposely come back to celebrate my daddy's birthday. The first place we went was a Korean BBQ restaurant,the food not bad...it's somewhere around the Ipoh
Garden...

After the dinner, for sure will have a cake...What next after the cake then? Something that out of your expectation...
My parent bring us to Baroom!! Sounds familiar? It's a club that is very very small, full of not-nice-song, no dance floor and all the people just vibrating there like the particles do in the solid state...
Standing there for about 2 hours, kill down 3 bottles of beer just want myself to get drunk, but...who don't know that beer is a kind of alcohol which is so hard to make people drunk. Conclusion ~ my mission failed and i still awake now and updating my blog. XD

That's all for my "first blood", and it's time to meet uncle Chow. Good night =)

~ Clubbing is not really a good way to release stress...
P/s: I am not a kaki clubbing. =X

Insomnia

2009-10-24T02:12:00.006+08:00

OMG...it's already 2.15am now...
And I'm still awake, not sleepy at all...
Have nothing to do actually...
Moving my mouse, click her click there...boring~
Maybe, maybe is because of tomorrow...maybe...hahahahaha...
I have prepared for tomorrow!!! Should be today, 7 hours later...=)

~dress code for today~

Sixth form's Night tonight???yeah...
All the best to James, Hau, Desmond and to those yang terlibat...XD
~enjoy~

~i think i can sleep now...muahahahahahaha!!!

Pretence

2009-10-22T05:43:00.001+08:00

It's now 5.45am...should be hardcore-ing the Malaysian Studies now...
But...feel like blogging for a while...feel like shouting out my feelings...
So, i decided to put my notes aside for a while...
Then, i ended up here...=)

I don't care...
I don't know...
I don't bother
I'm just fine...
I am pretending...

I just want to show you a little bit of concern...a little bit of care...
But you don't allow me to do so...
You have made a big hole between us, it's a big gap...
I keep asking myself..." what can i do? "
I think...pretence is the best choice...

~Pretending not to know, means...time to get myself back into the notesssss...XD
P/s: Screw up the M.A. hahahahaha...
hope that I'm able to ask you..." are you alright? "
my concern and care don't want to stay in the darkness forever...

Achievement Of The Year

2009-10-20T22:02:00.004+08:00

Received a call from Dek Mun...
He told me that he received a letter...
Letter that inform us that we have passed the King Scout's test...XD
This news is what we have waited for such a long time...
My rate of mood of the day raised to the max in a sudden...LOL

10 of us from 39th Kinta...
Reached the Merit-level...
The highest achievement in my scouting life...
The honour!!!

One of my dream comes true...
One of my goal has achieved...
Doesn't mean that that's all for my journey...
There is still many dreams...many goals...
For me to achieve =)

~Will meet the King for the cert 10 years later...maybe...XD
wanted to share with you...but you didn't reply my message...
just want to tell you...I DID IT =)

Life Is Short

2009-10-12T23:39:00.003+08:00

It's so real.
It's happening around you?
It's happening around me?
It's happening around us...around everyone...

Sometimes, in our life...
We can't forget, but...
We can forgive.

~Appreciate everything and everyone around you...
you pop up in my mind again...
wondering how are you doing there...
i miss you so much...

Weekend

2009-10-11T15:24:00.009+08:00

A simple weekend...
Went to Jerry's house warming on Friday night.
Me, Maggie and Douglas bring our fried rice.
Have been long time i didn't cook, but still...delicious!!!XD
We had fun that night...=)

Then,went all the way to Shat Alam the day after...to support Nadiah...
Her band was performing at the Hotel UITM...nice one~ *clapping*
After her performance...i did something stupid...i took a taxi from Shah Alam back to Summit...it cost me RM37!!!!! Hmm...never mind lah...it's for friend =)
Dropped by at summit to meet Su Ern and Kim that came all the way from Ipoh to attend don't know what training...XD
We had a nice tea-time=)

And...this morning until now...i have never leave my laptop...LOL...
Facebook-ing...MSN-ing...Mouse hunt-ing...Online Gaming-ing...and Blogging!!!haha...what a unproductive day...=.=
Few hours left for my lazy weekend...going to appreciate it!!!XD
Ohya...receive a call from U.S...it's Enjunz de kid!!!XD...miss those days...

~Time's up...there is still got many things waiting for you to focusing on...get your ass up and move!!!
I really want to know...what's in your mind...

Why?

2009-10-11T10:41:00.006+08:00

Why am i always click on it?
Why am i always read it?
Why am i always feel it?
Why am i care about it?
Why am i bother so much?
Why?? If it has ever fated fruitless?

There is just no reason.
Because i care about you...i don't want you to be hurt...i want you to be happy...
But...i just don't know how...i just can't do anything...
I feel the doubled of how you feel...

Suddenly

2009-10-06T01:01:00.004+08:00

Suddenly...i feel so shitty...
Suddenly...i feel lost...
ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Never ever look back...can i?

Half Conscious

2009-10-04T23:40:00.005+08:00

It has been a whole day...she is keep running in my mind...
I don't know why will this happened...i really don't know why...
Am i falling for her...OhMy...
i don't know...as I'm only in half conscious...

~stop running!!!

Unpredictable Friday

2009-10-04T00:06:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a unpredictable Friday.
Planned to watch movie after class which i have waited for a week...
But...canceled just 20mins before the time we meet, due to some unwillingly FFK...
Our plan changed at last, we went for lunch at Asia Cafe and i get treated for dessert at Snowflyk...hahahahax...
After a big bowl of dessert, we went to Starbucks for a SEAT but not COFFEE...XD
It was our first time hanging out together, but we got so many things to talk...just like we have knew each other for ages...XD
View from the mirror of Starbucks...something that in orange colour, looks like a bus and named BUS passed us one by one...
I don't feel like want to catch one of them...i preferred to stay there and wait until her bus come...LOL
I went home...took a short nap...and prepare for the night...
Not much to talk about the night...
What i can say is...it was a unpredictable Friday's night...something that never ever happened in my life happened to me...
It appear suddenly...it comes accidentally...it ends happily...
No doubt...i enjoyed the night...hehe...

~ Today is a gift, we must appreciate it no matter what it is. =)
P/s: She is keep ruuning in my mind since the night ended.

Back To Reality

2009-09-29T06:03:00.005+08:00

Has been dreaming for the whole week...
It's a dream that i feel so real...
It was nice...meaningful...sweet??LOL...
But, once my college life started again...
The dream ends...

The dream start ordinarily, but ends terribly...
It was ended with something like this...
"She bring me to a paradise island, and she went off without any little signal.
She leave a scar on me before she leave, scar that will never leave me forever.
I'm alone in the island with nothing else, the only thing is the scar she gave me."

And now...I'm back to the reality.
Means...the scar gone...?
NO!!! NEVER!!! XD

~My holiday's journey will be updated soon...it's interesting...XD
P/s: Jeff...it's time to school!!! LOL

Paralyse

2009-09-27T01:30:00.003+08:00

In a very late mid night...
Very very calm...
No noise at all...
The sky is full of stars...
Half moon hanging up there...
Go into the polluted world...
There is beautiful house...
There is a boy in the house...
A boy with his laptop...
Wondering the wonder...
Until he can't sleep...

Wondering, wondering and wondering...
Listen, listen and listen...
Repeat, repeat and repeat...
The song ~ Let It Be ~ have been repeated for 160times in 2 days time...
The song makes him feel more comfortable...
The song makes him feel alive...

And, this kind of action call Paralyse...
He is paralysing himself with the song...

~idiot, it's time to sleep!!!

Let It Be?

2009-09-21T23:27:00.004+08:00

I just can't get into myself today...
Again and again, i fall back...
I do this every time when i see her...
Her appearance hold me back from the well...
I don't know what to do...
I don't know what i actually want...
I don't know what should i have...
I am lost...
Why can't i just let it be?

~Words of wisdom, Let It Be...why can't i?

Finally

2009-09-21T00:25:00.005+08:00

Finally...i got the time to touch my laptop...
Kinda busy these few days...
Tired but not wasted...
Going to update my journey in Ipoh for the past few days ASAP...

~I got the feeling, that tonight gona be a good night.
P/s: I'm enjoying my holidays!!!

Sleepless Night

2009-09-17T05:04:00.016+08:00

Good morning...
Now is 5am in the morning actually, and i just back home...LOL...

Two J date me out...
Jason and John...
Went to a mamak stall name Sukumaran...
To watch a football match...
Liverpool VS duno what poo...
We shout because of Liverpool win...
Not only 3 of us there actually...
Some new friends from Sukumaran...
Maggi goreng, indo mee and nasi goreng kampung...
We treat them like food...
Their taste not bad but not delicious...
Because I'm from Ipoh...XD

~one of my new friend..Nasi Goreng Kampung~

~Jason and John~

That's the reason why i'm still here dating with my blog. haha...
Actually, atmosphere in the middle of the night is awesome...
Silent, windy, peaceful and stars all over the sky...
i love it so much. =)

~Soon, i'm going back to Ipoh...means that my holiday for the KL part is end...it's fun...awesome!!! Hopefully...Ipoh part is more fun!!!awesome gila!!!hahahahaha...
P/s: This is the first time i purposely sacrifice my sleeping time to watch football match. Whatever...everything got its first time...XD

Holidays

2009-09-13T21:40:00.012+08:00

Yeah...my holidays just started!!!
Saturday, first day of my holidays...i went to TSP Cheras...It's a place for those under-age-pregnant lady...13 to 18...I'm glad that i got the chance to meet them and give them some knowledge about safe sex.They made my day meaningful. =)
Went home after that...and went out again to meet Jason, JooZjin and Foo ~some of the golden eagleS~ XD
We went AC for pool and futsal then went to Sunway for movie, Ugly Truth. It's i funny movie...we laugh like hell!!! hahahahahahaha....but...too bad...Jason wasn't there...he didn't follow us...he chooses football...lol...Then...then...then...we went to somewhere and saw a bunch of idiots....and "air-strikes"...[you will know what i mean only if you were with us last night..lol ]

~Going to spend my holidays meaningfully...=)
P/s: Is that a prefect way to balance between friends and girlfriend?

Stress?

2009-09-10T04:38:00.005+08:00

Me, Kenyon and Eugene never sleep for last night. We were busy decorating the board.
We just knew that we have to decorating the board in the early morning as we dint check out e-mail during during weekend. Actually i did, but...hmm...just forget about it...
We have been screwed the whole day after the we checked the e-mail.
We had our dinner at 9pm...
We went out at 11pm...
We went to college at 4am in the morning...
We didn't sleep for the whole night...
We failed our economic test...
We missed the fun of a nice date~090909~...
We "fishing" in the class...and...
We just look like a ZOMBIE!!!!

~It was a rush day that full of stress, but...we enjoy it...XD
P/s: nice working with Kenyon and Eugene...thanks ~no sacrifice no victory~ [Kenyon's quote of the day]

Ipoh

2009-09-07T23:58:00.004+08:00

Hmm...just came back from Ipoh. Very tired, but i still manage to update my blog. XD

3 days in Ipoh...feel so FULL...eating non-stop since the day i came back to Ipoh. LOL.
Watched the movie~UP with my siblings and my mom. It's not a "very nice" movie, but it's kinda meaningful to me. =)
Met up with my juniors, get updated about the troop. Suddenly...i feel so old...although i just leave school less than a year....XD
~INTEYO people~ we went for hiking, a rush 42...because everyone busy....its a nice hike anyway...^^
For sure i won't miss out my brothers, met up with James,WaiHau and WaiSoon. We went for lunch and GRI..LOL...my skill has improved..XD

~That's all for my 3days in Ipoh. Its really FULL...hahaha.
P/s: I'm now staying in KL, but i still prefer Ipoh life!!!

Reach Home

2009-09-05T01:08:00.006+08:00

Finally, i reach home...=)
After finish our preparation for the M.S presentation, Kenyon fetch me to the LRT station.
I met a uncle that don't have enough money to buy the LRT ticket. At first, i dont't feel like giving him money, but...i gave him RM4 at last...Scout's Promise reminded me...=)
My train going back to Ipoh is at 6pm and i reach KL central at 5.50pm...its just because of the LRT!!! Its sucks!!! I've waited for 45mins!!!

~I think that's all for today...going to update something tomorrow...
P/s: Yesterday was a good day!!! LOL

Bad Day

2009-09-04T00:32:00.010+08:00

Wake up on time and get into the bus successfully.
I thought that it will be a good day, but...things just doesn't matched what I've thought.
Skipped BM class just to do our M.S presentation, we went to the lake...we planned to complete everything there, but...the camera stops functioning before the last task is completed.
We can't get into Kenyon's car just because of someone leave early without return the car key to the owner. =.=
It passed...just forget about it...

I clicked a link,
I viewed it and i read everything inside,
It let me know whats happening out there,
It makes me feel so bad,
I feel like wanted to do something for it,
Something that may solve the problem,
Or may make it worse,
So, should i do it?
or...get lost from it...

Everything happen for a Reason,
The reason is always for the better,
You must believe in this.

~I didn't late for class today...looking for a better tomorrow. =)
P/s: I'm going back to Ipoh this Friday. XD

Second Day

2009-09-03T01:09:00.002+08:00

Wow...the 2nd day of my simple life. XD

OMG!!! We saw this during our lunch time. This "burned VIOS" just parked beside AC(asian cafe)...It's look like just came back from world war 3...
The world changed..what kind of human being is this???
Hmm...whatever...at least i'm not the one...

"You make my life miserable..."
NO!!! No one can do so...only you,yourself got the power to do so...
to decide whether a miserable life or a optimistic life...
So...don't blame...and use your power. =)

~Thats all for today...looking forward for tomorrow...
P/s: I don't want to late for class again!

A Simple Life Begins

2009-09-02T01:10:00.015+08:00

~a smile to begin~

I've my blog back again! Planned to drop my first post on the 1st of Sept, but just can't make it. NVM...late is better than empty..right? XD

Failure, is not the falling down, is the staying down.
I have decided to move on,
Move towards a simple life,

Simple but meaningful.

This is the starting point of a simple life.
Why am i here?
Just because of I've decided to deserve it.
SimpleMe deserve simple life.=)

~have to sleep now,coz tomorrow got class in the early morning.XD
P/s: I miss IPOH...